PRC Thing-over!!!

I'm over with going back and forth the school just to get my credentials. Wheew! At least, now I can breathe as a sign of relief.. hahaa! Yesterday, it was one of those marvelous hours of my nursing life. Thudding heartbeats, I was so anxious that my anxiety level had risen bigtime high! Lahat na ata ng klase ng mukha nakita ko dun..Nagssightseeing din ako syempre, but nothing compares to my boss. hehe! Ang haba ng pila, nkkasuffocate ang kasikipan ng daan dulot ng mkapal na dami ng tao..ang init pa, gutom, uhaw, pawis ang inabot ko dun! PRC looks great outside but it's actually a dilapidated establishment inside. Lumang PUP ata ang tawag nila dun. Ni hindi ko naenjoy ung lunch ko sa KFC sa dami ng inaayos. Good thing nakapagfile nko. Board Exam na lng at hopefully maipasa ko yun.. Im praying really hard for it..and I'm sure marami ring nagppray para sken.. I was dead tired yesterday but it's all worthit. =)

confused.

im dead tired.
its more of "pagod" in everything i do. sana lang wag ko makalimutang huminga.it signifies death..haha..
seriously speaking, i dont know why i am at this euphoric state of mood.im sad. confused. catatonic. lethargic. im getting nearer into losing consciousness.
but there's one good reason enough to make me alive and breathing. it's HIM. the Boss knows how to make his Miss smile at insults, bad comments, compliments, tiresome activities and all that negative criticisms thrown upon his princess. I dont know how was he able to do that. And i dont even know what makes him hold on to this relationship I regard as 'tale as old at time' kind of loving.
I miss him,actually. maybe that's why im euphoric right now. I wanna go home..stay with him for hours in Never ever Land..Sad to say, everything just dont click in time. Grrrr!!!! I wanna stay with him in a fantastic world.I miss those times when he plays my hair with his fingers, untangling them, the way he holds my hand as if he never wants to let go, those times when we stayed the longest time alone, those times when i made him eat carrots and he vomited alright!, that day when we took a picture which will be brought to Italy with love..hahaha!,and those days when he sings his heart out for me while holding a guitar, him hugging me from the back, and me sitting beside him with both feet on his lap.
I miss him..that's the common denominator.

I am disappointed.
Wish i could go home tomorrow..

EMO???

i hate emo! eeeewwww!!!
people with bangs?? they suck..
people who are all in black.. they fuck..
but i have nothing against them..
they just don't fit my clothing style i think..
hahaha!
pakelamera..
being an emotional person and singing the emo genre songs..that's emo for me.. because that's what i see around me..
and the faces?? they all have piercings, with guitars around their shoulders trying very hard to show everyone that they are at the emo side and that they are haertbroken, they're bound to love, they could play their kind of music which they can't.
i dont know how people would react upon reading this.. but this is my opininio and i dont think anyone could stop me from talking here. hey! this is MY blog.. ehe. im not into war. im friendly, as they all say. :)
as i was saying, i hate emo's. and if i would be given a chance to say something to an emo, this is what im going to say..
'people who love Rock rocks, and people like you Sucks..'
peace out!


excess:
i dont have an idea which bands are emo in genre.. but i love
dashboard confessional
the used
blnk 182
fallout bOy
incubus
Guns and roses
bon jovi
and....................
hmm...
let me think about the last one first..okay? haha!
(wish these aren't emo's and boybands. :) )

Philippine Insights

I think it's much better being a baby. At least you don't experience the crashes of poverty right under your nose. What am I talking about??? Yeah. . I hate the president. . which makes me direct to the point.. aha! I dunno how am i gonna tell her and the people around her that the Philippines is now close to its end (I think). Oil price hikes, a rise on all the necessary needs of people. I dunno what's with those Arroyo cronies that they're so blinded by the power and the fame thay get upon being mentioned with the President's name. News all over the country is being flashed every night and what do you expect from ordinary people like me?? Im only 2o, but I've experienced the ups and dows of life, tho not all.. but I was repeatedly stabbed and hit by it.. Now that I'm a college graduate, I felt like the world had collided and Im pretty sure that the country's going to have a hard time rising agin like it used to be. The past Presidents did well i think, except for those who're now Arroyo cronies. I wanted to search the net for Malacanang e-adds i could send my grudges to.. but ad to say i dunno how..
Hmm..posting this blog i guess would sumhow make me feel better..
I don't want to open the tee-vee anymore.. It has always been about that little ugly woman they all call THE PRESIDENT, but for me, she's just a witch trying to scheme on everybody doing lots of graft and corruption that i wish she would die right at this very minute. haha! too bad i couldn't cast a spell on her coz i ain't a witch!